sebenernya aku gak gtu meratiin pesen di tagboard dr ti yg berbunyi, "dlm keadaan bahagia pun sesungguhnya kita bisa jadi sedang diuji oleh Allah =)", dlm hati cm blg, yayaya, namanya jg manusia.. trus td dtg pengajian di ny.. hey, knp pak imamnya ngbahas hal yg sama?? apa2an niy? yeah, emg siy, skrg pun aku lg diuji utk slalu tetep ingat padaNya..
huf! still tryin to wake up from the past.. not my past but his past.. i need some brainwash to erase all the thing he ever said to me bout her.. everytime he answer my question, i'm hurt.. i know, knowing nothin is better then now.. but i'm so curious.. i wanna know everything bout him.. every single thing he ever done before.. curiousity can kill the cat, rite? and now, i'm the cat and its gonna kill me slowly.. but back to d subject, KITA SEDANG DIUJI.. be patient chi.. be calm cool and confident (apaan siy chi?).. hahaha.. ya sudah lah.. jez trying to fix my heart although its not hurt much.. i jez dont wanna loose him.. loose the person that i loved, like i did before.. melepas hati secara paksa.. huhuhu.. alaaaaaah, curhat! males bgt..
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waduh... kenapa nih, chia? calm down yak... emang tiap orang ada waktu ujiannya masing2, sekarang sisa kita bagaimana ngadepinnya :)
Emang susah banget ya mbak chi, utk nggak negative thinking..(duile, skrg aku yg curhat colongan..hahaha)
but u've come that far..sayang kalo kebahagiaannya harus dirusak sm pikiran2 yg negatif (termasuk curiosity thd masa lalu..huhuw!)
semua org pasti punya masa lalu :)
Setuju ma Deyra ;) lbh baik kita
future-oriented aja.
on another note, kayaknya chia
dan aku manusia yg setipe ya
he..he.. bedanya, sampe skrg
i don't know that much about
his past pdhl sebel bgt krn
penasaran ha..ha..ha..
ya suw lah, kita bawa happy aja chi!
yg penting hiduplah di hari ini.
Masa sekarang disebut "present"
krn it's supposed to be a gift
for everyone. Kinda like the gift
of the day gitu looh... :)
Curiousity kills...
it really does..
It kills yourself!
Better be careful with it..
Smile mbak 'Chi :)
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