4 more weeks to build the nest

Ya Allah..
cepet bgt, udah tinggal 4 minggu lagi.
tandanya 2 minggu lagi udah full term si dede, which is she can really comes out ANYTIME!
brati 2 minggu itu adalah waktu efektif yang aku punya utk beberes segala2nya.
dan fortunately aku kynya dah mulai nesting.
udah risih liat brantakan2.
udah bawaannya nyuci baju, nyuci piring sm nyikat kamar mandi mulu.
dan yang paling seneng klo aku nesting adalah si mas tentunya.
bahagya dia ngeliat sink ga pernah ada piring kotor.
kamar mandi mengkilap.
tapi junglenya aksan masi ga bisa dihindarin nih.
mainan dsana sini. hiks!

so far,
tas utk ke hospital udah siap, walopun aku masi nyari2 baju menyusui jg sih.
tas utk emergency aksan nginep di rmh org ato di hospital, blom samsek! :(
bassinet masi di kardus, blom turun dari mobil, blom dibuka.
car seat masi di kardus, di bawah meja makan, blom dipasang, blom dipasangin bumper.

lalu, kmrn baca imel dari seseorang deket. imelnya sih ditujukan bukan buat aku, tapi entah knp koq sampe ke aku. magic? only God knows why :) kesimpulannya sih, someone just stabbed me on my back. why should I care for someone who insult me on my back? di depan aku sih biasa2 aja, bertingkah seperti relasi biasa, standar. but I guess she never know that I just want her to be happy, dont want somthin bad happen to her. tapiiiii, since ga merhatiin si doi itu jg ga ngerugiin aku, kynya its better for me to stay away. I dont want to involved in those kericuhan & intrik2. let her learn to live her life by herself, on her own way. dan biarkan aku menonton saja kali ini. Its just hurt me that much.

hari ini mo ajak aksan ke central park zoo, mumpung mas popo lg benerin komputer lagi di kjri. hope it helps me ease the pain. lets have fun, mas aksananta!