rite now

for me
relationship
is not just about love and trust
understanding and patience
not as simple as that
for me, chemistry also involve in it

once the chemistry gone
its hard to keep steps with my partner
as I see him walk in different frequency

relationship is just like an ipod
it need to be sync and update
so we can have a new fresh environment anytime

i've been in many many relationship before
until i was tired
i decide to stop
and only choose one
the best of it
i choose him
superman

is it fits me well?
hmmm
so far.....

i still have some love that grows everyday
need to gain more trust
learning to understand him and his feeling
trying hard to be patience
i still feel the butterflies in the chemistry
working hard to sync my steps to his
and keep update to the newest software

we had (almost) 4 years already
we have many years ahead insya Allah
only us, me and him, who can decide the continuity of this relationsip
and Allah of course
i put everything in Allah's hand
every single best thing for my beautiful children