i hate separation!

i hate separation! hate to say gutbye..
it valid to all my part of life, not only in love life..
i hate everytime i close my computer n stop seeing my man in that glass screen.. my man, alone.. i wanna be wit him.. wanna help him, as much as i can.. he's so busy, even though to take care of his self.. he's not bad in that thing, he can cook, he can drive a car, he can press his own clothes.. but, he had many things to be thought n i think he needs somebody to take care of him.. i dont think i can do that perfectly, but i'll try..
yesterday, my mom decided to sale my car.. my lil blue starlet'96.. i've been gone to many places with that car, since i could drive a car in Augst'04.. i know, its only 7 months, but my starlet is full of memories.. huf!
if the separation happen, i jez cant stop my tears fallin down in my cheek.. huhuhu.. i'm so sad.. i always crying.. u may say i'm a crybaby, but i cant stop it! really!
hope God wanna help me..

ps:
i know i'm bad in english..
i still learn to make it better, but.. i'm not sure i can..
so, plis tell me if i made mistakes in practicing this language..
huhuhuuu..
i must do this!
i must do this!
i must do this!